Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Tuesday update

We had a pretty busy day today. First I had to get some fasting blood work done. Then they gave me a Boost shake and drew blood after 1 hour and 2 hours. No surprise that they had a hell of a time getting a vein for the first draw. The male nurse got really bitchy with me, slamming things around like I had deliberately shrunken my veins just to piss him off. So in between the first and second blood draws, they sent me next door to the hospital to get an IV port put in so they didn't have to search for a vein every time. I have an MRI with contrast tomorrow too, so I could keep it in for that. BUT, by the time I got back over to the clinic building, that vein had blown so they couldn't even use it. Aargh! Really frustrating! They did manage to dig around and find a vein for the last 2 blood draws though. The nurses were pretty funny there - they all loved my diamond ring and asked to try it on, then were prancing around flashing my ring at people saying, "I said YES!" Such dorks!

The weather today was just beautiful. I think it was only supposed to get up to 40 degrees, but I was out walking around with a short sleeve tshirt. It was nice and cool and crisp. It felt so good, I was even up for a walk to the drugstore. Amazing, since I usually can't even walk to the mailbox at home. It felt good.

For our first appt, we met with the social worker. I don't think we really learned anything new from her. If I have the surgery here, we should plan to stay for about a month.

Then this afternoon, we met with Dr. Dunn. Before she came in, Louise (the transplant coordinator) stopped by and introduced herself. She pulled up my blood work and said that everything looked basically normal. My blood glucose looked good too, which is an indication that my islets work well. Then Dr. Dunn came in. She explained the procedure and drew out this incredible diagram of how the pancreas connects to all the other organs and veins in the abdomen. I will definitely have to scan it in when we get home, because she did an amazing job. She told us about this little tube that they put in your abdomen (about half the diameter of a coffee stirrer) that has tiny holes all along the tubing that drips lidocaine for several days. I had this with my shoulder surgery and it worked really well. The TP-IAT is a bit more extensive, but I'll take whatever I can get! I'm not sure if this is the exact thing, but here's something similar: http://www.iflo.com/prod_onq_classic.php I told a friend in one of my Facebook support groups about this and she just called the PA in Tucson to ask about it. He said that they could do those, but they only really work when you have a vertical incision vs the horizontal that they prefer for the surgery. BUT, I already have a vertical scar that they will reuse, thanks to my organ Russian Roulette. (I wish I had a nickel for every time a doctor has asked me, "Now WHY did they take your spleen out?") Yay! That makes me feel so much better! And I also love that I can post something on Facebook and in less than an hour, get a phone call from someone who just talked to my AZ doctors and got answers to all my questions. How did we ever survive before Al Gore invented the internet? Amazing!

Monday, January 30, 2012

EUS is over!

My EUS went pretty routinely, I suppose. They had a hell of a time starting an IV, no surprise. One thing that was really cool was that the hospital gowns were these 2-layer paper gowns. The inner layer had a whole bunch of little holes, like an air hockey table. Then there's a hose you can connect to the gown that will blow warm or cool air all around the inside. I, of course, had it on the coldest setting available. I asked the nurse if she's ever seen anyone blast cold air when it was 25 degrees outside, lol! It was really cool though, no pun intended! (I also made Lew leave the window open all night last night. The lengths that he will go for me...

Anyway, the Dr did an EUS, and made sure to look for the stent. (He did not find one.) Then he did the pancreatic function tests. I guess both tests looked normal. I'm not sure what that all means. If, by their standards, I do not have chronic pancreatitis, does that mean they would not recommend surgery? I certainly don't want to do this if it doesn't help my pain. But I know I'm in a lot of pain, so what's causing it? I guess the best case would be that it is my pancreas causing the pain, but the pancreas itself is not very damaged. Then we could get a maximum amount of islet cells when they do the TP-IAT. I guess we'll see what they say...

Tomorrow I have a bunch of blood work (8:45 am) and Boost testing (where they measure my blood glucose) at 9:00, 10:00 and 11:00. We're meeting the social worker at 10 am too, just to make sure I have a support system in place after surgery. And then we're meeting Dr. Dunn, the transplant surgeon, at 1:30 pm.

Well, that's all for now. I'll post again tomorrow if anything exciting happens...

1st Day in MN

Well, here we are in MN. The photo was taken from the plane. Btw, what IS all that cold, white stuff? ;-) We got settled into the hotel OK. We had to catch the light rail from the airport to the Metrodome - there were slight flashbacks of trying to find the train in Naples, lol! The University Hotel is situated nicely, right in the center of the campus, so there are lots of good restaurants all around. (Good for Lew, I guess!) We were lucky enough to come during a "warm streak" - it's supposed to get up to 40 today! The newscasters even told people they could leave their jackets off, ha!

Today I have my EUS with PFTs (Endoscopic Ultrasound with Pancreatic Function Tests). There was some confusion about the time. Last night I realized that I had 2 sheets of paper with different times - one was arrival at 7:30 am for a 9:00 am procedure, the other said arrive at 9 am for an 11 am procedure. Of course, I realized this around 7 pm last night (Sunday) so there was nobody around to call and verify the time. I left some frantic messages, hoping someone would call me back in time. Laura did call about 6:15 this morning to say she couldn't find me on the schedule at all! But she called around to a bunch of people and found out my procedure IS scheduled for 11 am. So now we're just hanging out at the hotel until 8:45 when the shuttle will take us over to the hospital, even though it's only 2 blocks away and a balmy 25 degrees out. I'm making Lew watch A Baby Story on TLC. He must love me so much! :-)

I'm a bit nervous about this test. Fortunately it's under general anesthesia, which I do much better on than sedation. But anytime I see that propofol, I get a little freaked out! What makes me nervous for this test is that they use secretin to stimulate my pancreas and then take samples of the pancreatic juices over about 2 hours time. Anytime my pancreas is stimulated, I end up in a lot of pain. It shouldn't cause a full blown attack, though, and I'll have an IV so they can give me pain meds if I need them. And I always end up vomiting too. Uck. I'll post again tonight with updates from how the day went!

MRI

I had my MRI on Saturday. It went ok, I guess. Of course, they had a horrid time getting an IV started, but managed to get one in my left hand with an itty bitty needle. They did the first part of the MRI without contrast - no problems. When the contrast part started, I felt this big gush of liquid pouring down my hand. I pumped the little "emergency bulb" to tell them that my IV blew and the contrast was pouring all over my hand. Right when I did that was when they needed to get the images of the contrast first going in, but beause I was talking, those images didn't turn out well. The tech told me that everything else looked good, so hopefully I won't need to re-do that test AGAIN. Once the test was done, the tech came over to remove my IV and that's when I learned that they did get the contrast IN, but then my vein blew so all the fluid gushing down my hand was blood. Nice. I swear, I am not going to have any blood left!

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Gastric emptying

Well, I had my gastric emptying study on Thursday. They had me eat some oatmeal that had a radioactive tracer mixed into it, plus 2 slices of toast with butter and jelly. Let me tell you - I thought I was in big time trouble, but I managed to keep it down.  I have been able to eat oatmeal at home, so I was hoping that the oatmeal here was ok, and it was.  My biggest problem was getting it all IN me. A bowl of oatmeal plus 2 slices of toast is a LOT for me to have to eat! Anyway, once I ate I had to lie on a table where they took a video for 1 minute, then I had to wait (in the waiting room) until 1 hr, 1.5 hrs, 3 hours and 4 hours.  At the beginning, the tech thought that my doctor wanted them to take continuous video for the whole first hour, with no magazines or videos or anything to help the time go by.  So, I took some ativan to relax and maybe take a little nap.  Then the tech found out that they needed only 1 minute at the beginning and 1 minute after an hour.  So he sent me back to the waiting room where I totally passed out.  :-) Then when he came to get me for the 1 hour video, he told me I could just lay there and snooze for the next half hour until the 1.5 hour mark. So, that was me...crashed out on the steel xray bed...but he got me a nice warm blanket and all was good! After that I had 1.5 hrs to kill so I went upstairs to get copies of my bloodwork from yesterday. I asked the lady if she knew of a nice quiet waiting room around somewhere (because the hospital was jam packed with the entire population of Tucson). She told me about a nice doctor's lounge over in the med school building that was just fabulous - great comfy chairs, some study stations and even a coffee shop.  SO much better than children climbing on walls! :-) When I went back for the 3 hr shots, the tech told me that everything had already passed through, so I was done and didn't need to have the 4 hr shot taken - yay! I have no idea how that happened, since we knew already that I have a very slow digestion time, plus narcotics really slow you down, but I'll take it!

From my bloodwork, it looks like there are several things that came back abnormal that indicate infection, dehydration and internal inflammation.  I still really think that the evil stent is still somewhere in my body.  I swear, I can feel it as it's moving around. I just wish it didn't hurt so much! I have my MRI on Saturday, so that should show it.  If not, there's always the EUS next Monday or the MRCP next Wed.

Here are 2 photos from the waiting area for nuclear medicine. What cracks me up is them telling us to chill-ax in one sign, then 2 feet away there's radiation all around you. UMC seems to be brilliant with their signs warning stupid people! I may have to make a montage  - like a photo diary - of all the "special" things and people I encounter along the way!

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Appt with Dr. Gruessner

So, we saw Dr. Gruessner and his PA Rob today. Dr. G doesn't have quite the bedside manner as Dr. Rilo, but he definitely knows his stuff. Both Gruessner and Rob are from UMN where they worked with Dr. Sutherland, the pioneer of the TP-IAT. It was like Lew and I were on an interview panel where we had all of our notes, taking turns to ask them questions. It was pretty funny! The appointment was mostly just us asking our questions, so I'll just fill in the blanks on the questions I had already typed and printed.

What is life expectancy after TP-IAT? Same as anyone else.

Do islets "burn out" after a few years in the liver? If so, does it help to stay on some insulin just so they don't have to work so hard? No, they don't burn out. You are kept on insulin for the first 6 months or so, so the islets aren't too overworked, but after 6 months you're probably pretty close to how you will end up.

Is the biliary duct removed in the pancreatectomy? (I've heard some folks say that they still have SOD after the TP-IAT.) Yes, the biliary duct is cut out. You cannot get SOD after you have the TP-IAT.

How many TP-IATs have you performed? They do 20-40 a year here in Tucson. Dr. G has done hundreds.

How does my lack of a spleen and gall bladder effect the surgery/recovery? It has no impact.

Does my divisum make anything with my surgery different/difficult? No

Side effects - what are the most common side effects short term/long term? How common are intestinal blockages? Less than 10% of people have complications after surgery. Obviously, diabetes can occur. You have a 50% chance of being diabetic long term.

What does the surgical scar look like? Can you use my existing incision? Can you look for hernias/weak spots in my abdominal wall? Yes, they will use my existing scar - about 2/3rds of it. Usually they go across the belly but he won't make me look like a patchwork quilt. He does not want to mess with repairing any of my existing nerve damage around my current scar yet because it's possible that I could have the same issues after this surgery. Once they get me all fixed up, then they'll evaluate if more needs to be done and only do it once.

Will/can I be given an epidural during surgery? I have heard it helps with pain when I wake up. It's a possibility, depending on how much blood thinners that they use on me during surgery. If they use lots, there is an increased risk of bleeding which they want to avoid.

After surgery, will I have an NG or JG tube? NG. This is a tube that goes in through your nose, down your throat, through your stomach and into the intestines. It's used to drain any bile that leaks through one of the new connections they make. It is also used for feeding during the first few days. It stays in until I can eat on my own and have a bm so we know the guts are working right.

What % of patients have ghost pains after surgery? How long do they last? About 25% of patients have ghost pains for several weeks after the surgery. Long term (6-12 months) after the surgery, about 30% have no pain at all; 35% have some, but greatly reduced, pain; 25% have significant pain. One thing he's noticed is that those who are employed and enjoy their jobs have a much better result. Hmmm...employed AND like my job? That may be stretching it a bit...

Some other things mentioned:

Because this surgery is basically gastric bypass on surgery, I will lose 15-25 lbs in the first 6 months after surgery. (Thank god!)

This surgery has a very long and hard recovery. It will take between 6-12 months before I start to feel human again. They are basically gutting me and then re-attaching every organ in a new way.

The first 2 days after surgery, I will be in excrutiating pain. No amount of painkillers will take the pain away. But, if you can get through those first 2 days, the 3rd day will be much much better. (I asked him what happens if you CAN'T get through those first 2 days...) He really wanted to emphasize that the pain is very significant and wanted us to be aware of that. Yuck.

Rob was talking about one lady they operated on was taking 4500 mg of morphine a day. Yes, four thousand five hundred! (And my Dr had a hiss fit when I was taking 90 mg a day...) After the TP-IAT, she got down to 1000 mg/day. I have no idea what she's doing now.

So, I think that's about it. They do the surgery on Thursdays. If the insurance approval goes well, they still have some open spots in Feb. But, there are several people going through testing right now, so it's a matter of who wins the insurance race. I'm just going to count on March so I won't be disappointed. Then anything earlier will be a bonus!

Oh, one last thing! Check out this photo - I had some blood work today and they filled up every vial on that tray, plus 10 more that didn't fit on the tray. Yes...28 vials! Plus a scoop o' poop. This disease is so glamorous...

No rapelling in the hospital!

For some reason, this sign cracks me up. It's on a wall (shocker!) in the hospital. I'm thinking this sign was installed to solve a particular problem. My guess is that the audience for which this sign is intended probably can't read it anyway. And how sad that a parent would need a sign in order to keep their kids from climbing walls! "I'm sorry little Timmy, but it's not MY rule. I would have let you climb the walls. Stupid sign..."

I'm waiting for my appt with Dr. Gruessner. I'll update my blog later with the news...

Monday, January 23, 2012

Testing Frenzy

Well, it looks like the floodgates are opening. Of course, this is all pre-op stuff, but it has to be done before anyone will even schedule surgery. Then it's about 4-6 weeks for the big one! The acronyms referenced below are UMC (University Medical Center - Tucson) and UMN (University of Minnesota - Minneapolis). Here's the plan as I know it right now:

1/23 - physical w/ PCP in Tucson
1/25 - blood tests and appt w/ Dr. Gruessner @ UMC (the surgeon who will be doing the yanky of the cranky panky)
1/26 - Gastric Emptying Study @ UMC (to see how quickly food moves through my body, or out of it in my case. I have to eat a radioactive meal and then they take images periodically to see how everything's moving. This is a four hour test - good thing I have lots of magazines!)
1/28 - MRI @ UMC using Dr. Rilo's special algorithms (looking at my pancreas for damage, and my liver to make sure it's in good enough condition to house my islets once they're removed from the panky, and also to look for that stinkin' stent!)
1/29 - Lew and I fly to MN
1/30 - EUS w/ PFTs @ UMN (see previous post for details)
1/31 - blood work, Boost testing, meet with UMN social worker and Dr. Dunn (transplant surgeon)
2/1 - MRCP and appt w/ Dr. Freeman (general surgeon) @ UMN
2/2 - fly back to Tucson
2/8 - appt w/ pain management in Tucson

So, there you have it. Heck, I almost don't have time to be sick. Let the prodding begin!

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Here's my new pancreas! And this one is happy - probably because it's already outside my body! :-)

Hello everyone - sorry it's been so long since my last update. Everything moves so slowly with this disease. I think it was Fri, Jan 6 when I went in to have my stent pulled. But when Dr. C went to pull it, it was already gone. Now, we assumed that means that it passed on its own, down through my intestines and out. But, we don't REALLY know for sure because nobody has seen it with their own eyes. Last Tuesday, I ended up in the ER because my pain had gotten so much worse, and it was different from my "normal" pancreas pain, and I was running a low fever. Lew was on travel, so I had my mom come down for a few days and she got to be the lucky one to take me. I think it was 3 hours for them to get me back there and get an IV started. It felt like forever, though the nurse told us the average wait time was 6-8 hours just to get past triage. Just ridiculous. So, they wanted to take another xray to see if the stent was lodged in there somewhere and that's what was causing so much pain. They finally managed to start an IV (never easy for me) and gave me a sadly weak dose of pain meds. They gave me a pill for nausea, which I had at home anyway. I mentioned to the Dr on call that I just wanted to get some fluids in me and see if the meds helped. She says, "Oh, I didn't order any fluids for you, but I guess I can. Do you want IV fluids?" Seriously? What Dr would start an IV on someone who's been vomiting, but doesn't order IV fluids?! I really don't know how people are still alive with this shoddy medicine! Anyway, long story short - they didn't see the stent so sent me home that night. I think we got home around 1:30 am.

The next day, I was so so sick. Sicker than I've ever been, I think. I think it may have been just a bug, but it knocked me down hard. Thank god my mom was there to watch the kids and to make some homemade ginger tea to help with the nausea and vomiting. I was so sick that I had to keep a trash can next to the bed because I could barely lift my head. Since then, I've been much better. I'm still extremely nauseous but am doing better with the pain. I have a patch that slowly releases medication for 3 days - my Dr increased the dosage on that and I think it's gone a long way toward controlling my pain without a whole lot of breakthrough pain meds, so that's a very good thing! It's still a LOT of narcotics...hopefully that goes away once I have the TP!

I have an appt with a pain management Dr on Feb 8. They're not planning to change anything I'm currently on, but will manage everything so there's one single Dr who looks at it all. Dr. Rilo said that it takes about a year to get off all the pain meds. I guess it's a combo of post-op pain and "phantom pains" that takes so long. Scary. OK, back to upcoming appts - I also have an MRI scheduled for next Sat 1/28 - that's part of my pre-op testing required for UMC. Then Lew and I leave on Sun for MN. I am scheduled for an EUS on Monday 1/30. They are also doing Pancreatic Function Tests (PFTs) at the same time. This is where they stimulate my pancreas with secretin and then take fluid and tissue samples over a period of about 2 hours. I'm guessing I'll be pretty miserable at the end of that day. Then on Tues they're doing blood work and Boost Testing, where they have me drink a Boost (like an Ensure shake) and then draw my blood every 15 min to look at how my blood glucose reacts. This will indicate how good my islets are functioning right now. I'm also meeting with the Transplant Social Worker and the Transplant Surgeon that day. On Wed 2/1 I have an MRI, then meet with Dr. Freeman, who is the GI/General Surgeon. He's the guy who saved my life in 2008, so he's near and dear to my heart!

That's all I know for now. I think UMC is trying to get me in for some tests next week, but I don't know if they'll be able to. I still need an upper endoscopy and some blood tests here in Tucson, plus meet the Transplant Surgeon, his PA and the social worker. Lots of people to meet and tests to do! I'm really hoping I can get this surgery done and over with by March, but am not getting my hopes up. Actually, the beginning of March would be good because we have a ski trip to Telluride scheduled at the end of Feb. Obviously, I will not be doing any skiing this season :-( but I hope that the rest of the family can still go. It's SUCH a fun trip and I don't want to ruin it for the rest of the fam. I am kinda bummed that I won't get to ski this year. Last year I was starting to get a bit better and taking jumps and steeper slopes, just tearing down the hill as fast as I can. I got a cool new helmet with headphones integrated in, so I could jam to my tunes feeling the crisp, cool air on my face. Oh well, there's always next year!

One last thing - I'm not sure if any of my coworkers read this blog, but I wanted to thank you all for the really nice cards that you sent me. They mean so much to see all those kind words from everyone. I was feeling a bit down before I left work - like I wasn't really making the impact I'd hoped to in my job. And now that I'm gone, everybody else's lives just go on as usual. To see all of the people who signed the cards and wrote such kind words, it really just means so much to me. Maybe I did make a difference to some people, yk? It's just hard on the old ego when you're sick and really have no value to anyone. But I know I'll get back to normal soon enough, and just long for the days when I could lay in bed all day and not have to work, lol! :-)

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Status update

So, how am I doing, you ask? Well, it's a whole lotta ups and downs. If I look at the whole picture, I don't think the ERCP did me any good. There were a couple days last week where I felt relatively good, but that only happens when I lie in bed all day. If I get up to do anything (like go to the Dr's office), then I'm down for the next day or two. The horrible nausea is the worst, and it's a constant juggling act. Eating gives me pain and nausea, but an empty stomach feels almost worse. So I have to try to keep a little bit in me. I usually try to time eating for right after I've taken my nausea medicine. I'm going to call my Dr's office in the morning to see if they'll call in some phenergan suppositories. Not glamorous, I know, but at least I won't be throwing up the medicine that way. Food smells always make me so nauseous, so Lew has to close the bedroom door and open the door to the outside whenever he cooks anything. I'm so done with feeling like this! I actually had a dream last night that I went to a regular Dr's appt and they told me that they had an opening right then for the TP-IAT, so they wheeled me back to the OR. You know it's bad when you're actually eagerly awaiting a transplant surgery!

As far as progress, there's not a whole lot, but there is some. Renee from UMC said she will call me on Monday to discuss the whole process of testing and insurance approvals. Please pray that my approval comes through quickly, and it's for the whole thing. Some insurance providers will pay for the pancreatectomy but not for the islet transplant. It really makes no sense to me, as without the transplant you have a 100% chance of becoming diabetic, which is VERY expensive to the insurance companies. Not sure what their logic is there...I guess some of them view it as "experimental". Anyway, I need to have an EGD, which is an upper endoscopy. No cutting, and I hear it's a breeze. There they will look at my stomach and other organs to make sure there's not something going on there. I need another MRI, using Dr. Rilo's new algorithms to view the pancreas and liver to make sure the liver is healthy enough to house the islets. And I'm sure there will be lots and lots of blood tests. I did finish up with the 5 day glucose monitoring. The gadget on my side measured my blood glucose every 5 minutes, so now I have to send it back and the Dr will download the data. I also had to take my blood sugars 4x a day. Those should ideally be somewhere between 80-120. I had one low of 56 and one high if 122, but otherwise everything was pretty stable which is a good indication that my islets are working well. I had asked about tube feeds at my last appt to try to avoid the pain that comes with eating. Dr. Rilo didn't want to do TPN (total parenteral nutrition, which goes in via IV) because it can damage the liver. They could possibly insert a tube that they put in past your duodenum so that your pancreas isn't stimulated, but Dr. Rilo said he would rather just accelerate the surgery. I just hope that he can - soon! I also need to meet with Dr. Gruessner in one of his Wed clinics, but I'm not sure if it will be this coming Wed. He is the chief of surgery and will be the one actually removing my pancreas. Dr. Rilo will then take it to the lab to harvest the islets. This is a 4-5 hour process, so in the meantime, Dr. Gruessner will be doing my gastric bypass :-) and then just hang out doing a tap dance or something until my islets are ready. Maybe I should buy him that game Operation to keep him busy! So, hopefully I'll know something more tomorrow, but it's probably not likely. I haven't felt very good today - praying for a better tomorrow. Since my ERCP, I have the same left sided pressure like someone is blowing up a balloon inside of me. But now I also have right sided pain like someone stabbed me through the ribcage with a serrated knife and is sawing away at my insides. Fun. I never had that before, so I don't know why it has popped up now. I think Dr. C cut my biliary duct deeper than anyone has before, so maybe that's it.

Well, that's enough whining for one day. I promise to keep everyone posted as soon as I know anything different. Thanks for hangin in there with me!

Maintaining medical records

Ok class, today's lesson will be on medical records. The photo above is my working file that I always carry with me. It's hard to tell, but the accordion folder is 5 inches thick. I measured.

Being ill is a full-time job. It's not all about lying in bed eating bon-bons (though I must admit it's mostly about lying in bed eating morphine...) But in order to be successful, you must be well organized. Whoever knows me knows this is not a strength of mine, or even a word in my vocabulary. But these days, it can become a matter of life and death. Doctors won't even think about scheduling appointments until they have all of your records, but in this day of specialists, that can mean collecting records from 4, 5, or even 10 different doctors. (Right now I'm being seen by my PCP, her NP, 3 GIs, 2 surgeons, a PA, a Med student, my endocrinologist, a pain specialist and a dietician; plus a neurologist, dermatologist and gyn that aren't necessarily related to my pancreatitis...oh, and a partridge in a pear tree!) It is the patient's responsibility to make sure that all these doctors have all the data they need and are talking to each other, which never happens. All of this is left to a critically ill patient who often lacks the physical and mental faculties, with no good way to collect and share any of it. It truly is amazing in this age of technology that there is no good system in place. We can gather intelligence from hostile countries and shoot down missiles in outer space, but my doctor can't tell you what my lipase was when I was in the hospital 2 weeks ago.

Thanks to a little coaching from my fabulous caretaker Lewy, I have a system set up that works pretty well. But, it's a constant job of maintaining it all, even when you don't think it's "pancreas" related. So, what do I do? First, I had to get copies of all of my records from every doctor and hospital I've been to. Here's one hint if you're applying for disability - request a copy of your file from them. When you first apply, you give the disability company (in my case, Metlife) an authorization to release medical records, so they will contact all of your doctors and hospitals whose name you gave. If you're not going through all that, you will need to get your records from each place individually. They will most likely charge you - probably 50 cents a page, but it's one investment that is well worth the cost. It can save you weeks of time if you're trying to get in with a new doctor. Once I had all that, I sorted my records into 8 categories: Diagnostic Tests (like reports from CT scans and MRIs), Blood Tests, Surgical Notes, Inpatient Hospital Notes, Mayo Clinic Notes (most won't need this category, but I separated them out because they were chock full of incorrect or missing data that I don't want confusing my other doctors), Office Visit Notes, Correspondence, and Other. Some people may choose to just keep everything in chronological order, or by entity (like hospital or doctor). This is what works for me - the 8 different folders, with the documents arranged chronologically within each one. I also scanned every page and keep a pdf copy of everything. I also recommend making a couple of CDs/DVDs to carry with you that you can just hand to your doctor. This, of course, all sounds totally backwards. The doctor/hospital opens your electronic file and prints it out for you. The new doctor doesn't have the same software, so has you FAX them a copy of your records. They then scan those paper copies into their systems. Then they re-print and fax everything to any other doctors who want your information. The amount of paper is just incredible. I bet there are a dozen fewer rainforests in this world just from my medical records! But don't forget the non-paper records too. These can be anything from xray films to MRI images. I have found that it is much easier to just request these at the same time you have the procedure. Sometimes they can hand it to you right away, other times they have to mail it. And I always request 2 copies so I have a spare one to hand over to a doctor at any time. I keep spreadsheets listing the time I take each of my meds (good for knowing when you can take the next dose of pain meds), what I eat, my pain and nausea levels, and also my blood sugar. I'm hoping this will help me figure out what all of my triggers are. So far, the only thing I know is that food is bad - it is my enemy! And recently I've started logging any activity I've had that day. If I do venture out (which is almost exclusively for Dr appts these days), I am typically down for the next 2-3 days. I can make small trips like to the bank or the drugstore as long as I do it before 10 am. After that, I get extreme pain that's hard to get back under control. I also have a small notebook that I keep next to my bed where I can write down questions whenever they strike. My memory capacity is about 2 minutes, so there's no way I'll remember any of it once I actually get to a doctor's office. I also log any phone calls listing the date, time, person I spoke with, and a summary of the conversation. This has been most useful to me when appealing my denied disability claim. Another thing I do is type up a summary sheet, like a cover letter on a resume. It lists all my contact info, a bulletized list of each major procedure/test that includes the date, the doctor and the location, and a list of my current medications and allergies. New doctors love it when I hand this to them. It saves a lot of time and they can ask direct questions about something rather than going through your entire history every time. For people with a chronic illness like myself, telling the whole story can take up a significant portion of your appointment time. Another tip for seeing a new doc is to try to schedule the last appointment of the day. This way, the doctor is able to spend more time with you without worrying about keeping the next patient waiting. The good ones have spent up to 3-4 hours with me. My only other tip is to make good friends with the front office staff. They are the gatekeepers of the coveted appointment book and they can also put your message at the top of the pile if they want to. I've found chocolate works well. ;-) Seriously, bring in a small box of chocolate and a thank you note every once in a while, and they will bend over backwards to help you. And you need all the help you can get!

So...there's my system. What have others done that they find helpful? I would love to hear your comments! I  know it's a huge time investment up front, but the maintenance isn't too bad. It only takes me a few extra seconds each time I log food/pain/meds during the day. To me, it's worth it. As I said, being chronically ill is a full-time job and I think doctors take me a little more seriously when I come in well prepared. But, of course, I can't do it all alone. I get incredible support from my friends and family. My kids are very helpful and seem much more willing to do chores nowadays. They also keep their petty bickering to a minimum, or at least in another room. That's certainly one benefit to being ill! Friends and family help out by driving kids to activities, making meals for the family, and bringing me gossip mags and chocolate. :-) And Lewy...he just does it all...cooking, laundry, running the dad taxi, and taking care of me, all while juggling the massive amount of work required to "make sure the flame shoots out the right end". So, thank you my dear, for everything that you do. Words cannot express my gratitude and love for you. Marilyn - you done good! :-)

Well, this post has grown gi-normous, so I'll publish it and update my status in a new entry. TTFN!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Great article

This is a good article about the TP-IAT (Total Pancreatectomy with Islet Auto Transplant). I recommend downloading and saving it. I refer back to it very frequently, and I seem to learn something new every time I read it. It's long (25 pages), but good for quick references. It is written by the team up in MN.

www.top5plus5.com/Procedures_files/SCNA.pdf

So, during a TP-IAT, they remove your pancreas, spleen, gall bladder, part of your stomach and duodenum (the first part of your intestines). The spleen is taken because it is very vascular and can cause massive bleeding - man, I know all about that! When a different surgeon removed my spleen in 2007, it was supposed to be just a laparoscopic surgery but I started bleeding so they had to zipper my abdomen wide open in order to stop the bleeding. They stopped it eventually, but I needed 9 units of blood and have a giant scar down my belly now. The spleen is also a source of blood supply to the pancreas, which they want to maintain until they're ready to harvest those islets from the pancreas. The gall bladder is removed because it can cause complications during or after surgery, so they just take it out then. But why the stomach and intestines? It ends up that other studies on bariatric surgery show that when the procedure is done a certain way, patients' diabetes improved after surgery. So now they perform the same procedure on TP patients to reduce the amount of islets needed to obtain insulin independence. (This is on pg 1484 in the "Metabolic considerations" section.) So, there you have it - when they yank my cranky panky, I get a gastric bypass thrown in for free! (Well, probably not FREE, or anything close to it...) And that, my friends, is the REST of the story...

As for me, not doing so hot after the stent removal. Just going to the Dr makes me so sick for the rest of the day. I just can't get out of bed these days or my pain goes through the roof. I am eagerly awaiting my testing to begin, so I can move forward.

For you attorney-types out there, interpret this for me. It's from the disability paperwork that they want me to sign, but it clearly isn't rocket science because I have NO idea what it means!

"I expressly waive presentment, demand, notice and protest, and also waive any delay on the part of the holder hereof. I assent to any extension or other indulgence permitted me by the Trust with respect to this Note and/or any other liability."

Say what?

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Oh, and Dr. Rilo was joking yesterday that all those other surgeons made his job easy. Usually in a TP-IAT, they remove the pancreas, gall bladder, spleen and sometimes the appendix. Since I've only got my pacreas left of all of those, it should be a breeze for him. Maybe I'll get him to throw in some free lipo while he's sitting around waiting for those islets to be harvested! :-)

Some progress

Yesterday I had an appt with Dr. Khan, who is the GI associated with the Pancreatic Center at UMC in Tucson.  (Click HERE for a link to the center's website.) To our surprise (Lew and my mom went with me), Dr. Rilo also came in.  Dr. Rilo is the transplant surgeon who would perform the TP-IAT (Total Pancreatectomy with Islet Auto Transplant). You can read the details of the surgery if you click on the "Islet Cell Transplant" on the website.  Basically, they would remove my pancreas, then they separate out the islet cells (which are the cells that produce insulin) and inject the islets back into my liver, where they will live and hopefully start producing insulin from my liver so I won't be diabetic, or at least less extreme. Anyway, the appointment was really fantastic.  Brianna, one of the med students, set me up with a CGM (Continuous Glucose Monitor), which is like a little button on my side that records my blood sugar every 5 minutes.  She "installed" by injecting a small needle with a catheter into my side, then pulled the needle out, so kind of like a little IV.  It will record data for 5 days.  After 5 days, I send it back to them and they can download all the data to a computer.  This lets Dr. Rilo know how my blood sugars fluctuate throughout the day so he can get a better look at how my islets are working right now.  (The more islets they can harvest, the better, but there's really no way to know how many islets they can harvest until the surgery, but they can get a better idea of how my islets act by monitoring my blood sugars now.) I also have to test my blood sugar 4 times a day with one of those handheld meters like diabetics use.  I will send the meter back to them at the end of the 5 days, too.  Here is a photo of the CGM - ignore the buddha belly...Lew told me to suck in my gut when he took the picture, but I WAS sucking in my gut, sigh...
After Brianna left, Drs. Khan and Rilo spent 2-3 hours with us. Of course the medical discussion was great, but best of all was to hear them say that I'm not just a crazy, drug-addicted hypochondriac! It felt like they really KNEW how much pain I'm in and they wanted to help me. 

So, they are going to run a couple more tests, but think that this surgery is probably the right thing for me.  Dr. Khan is going to perform an EGD, which is basically an Upper GI endoscopy.  They are also going to order another MRI - they've been developing some new algorhythms to better view not only the pancreas, but other organs like the liver where my islets will be living.  And I think they're also going to run more bloodwork.  They said they are going to try to expedite everything so I can get into surgery as soon as possible.  The long pole will be the insurance approval, so that is being started right now.  It's still likely at least a month out.  I will still go out for my consult in MN at the beginning of Feb and will make a final decision from there.

Friday, January 6, 2012

The stent is out!

Yay, I'm so happy! Now we've got to cross our fingers that it was the source of the pain!

The procedure went pretty well. They only had to stick me twice for the IV. Then they gave me a shot of nausea medicine, which is nice because I was really nauseous and getting it by IV is much stronger/more effective. For the procedure, he wanted to do sedation rather then general like last time. Sadly, I have a high tolerance for pain medicine so they had to give me a TON of stuff to knock me out, which made waking up very difficult. But I finally cleared my head enough so they let me go home.

Everything about today was so unorganized. Yesterday, scheduling told me my appt was at 8:30. Then 2 hours later someone called to get insurance info, etc. She told me that my appt was at 8:00 and verified that since I was told 8:30 before. They called me back for all the prep, and then I sat around waiting for an hour. The GI clinic had 8:00 down and the drs had 8:30. Then, some nurses were saying I was having general anesthesia but others said just sedation. Amazing.

And to top it all off, my stent fell out by itself sometime between yesterday when I had the xray and this morning. So the whole procedure was unnecessary anyway.

Oh, and I meet with Dr. Khan on Monday afternoon. He is the GI/pancreas specialist to plan a path forward for me, including possibly the TP-IAT.

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Thursday, January 5, 2012

My stent is still there!

Yay! I went down for my xray today and they said that it's still there. He's going to pull it out tomorrow morning. I'm hope hope hoping that this is what's hurting me! Pulling it should be quick and easy - they do it via the endoscope. They knock me out, go in with the scope, and yank it out. No overnight stay because they're not cutting anything. I promise I'll update my blog once it's out. It may take a day or 2 to feel better since pulling the stent could possibly irritate my pancreas. My appt is at 8:30 am.

What's sad is that after I got the xray, the tech said that he didn't see a stent. He wouldn't let me see the screen, but I told him exactly where it was and what it looked like, and then he said he could see it. Then I got 2 copies on CD and went up to Dr. C's office and talked to Angie, his admin. She couldn't pull it up in my file - it wasn't there yet. So I gave her a copy of the CD. She took it back to Dr. C who looked at it and called me 5 min later saying he wants to pull it tomorrow. I swear, if I didn't need him to pull it, I wouldn't need any doctors! I'll just do it myself...

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Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Nothing new to report

Still not a whole lot of action. Dr. C ordered ANOTHER xray to see if the stent is still there. It's frustrating - the last one was on Fri, so 5 days ago. What was the point in having it done if it takes him 5 days to respond? I asked if they could just schedule the removal and I would do the xray right beforehand, and we could cancel if it's out. He said no - he couldn't schedule the removal until he knew that it was still there. Grrr... But, I kinda think it has fallen out anyway. That right sided pain that was new is gone now - just back to the left side pressure and gnawing. So, I didn't make it down to the hospital today, too sick. I tried eating some noodles yesterday and still haven't fully recovered from that yet. Hopefully tomorrow I can make it down there. He's also submitting orders for a dietician and the pain clinic, but no mention of a referral to Dr. Rilo (the pancreas surgeon) that I asked him about.

The lady from the Pancreatitis Center at UMC here in Tucson called me today.  She's going to look through all my records to see if they've got everything they need and then call me back (probably tomorrow).  She said since I'm local, they can probably get me in next week.  (Not sure why that makes a difference...) She's going to set me up with Dr. Khan, who is their GI/pancreatic specialist.  From there, he'll make a recommendation on whether or not to do surgery.  I am SO done with all this right now - I just want this beast out.  I totally know what others mean when they say they don't even care about whether they'll get diabetes.  Of course I don't want that, but I know that can be controlled much better than this pain.  I just can't get comfortable - I lay in bed day in and day out.  Just getting up to make the kids dinner is a huge ordeal.  I even make them bring their homework into my bedroom now because it hurts too much to get up and help them.

I also got an email from the University of Minnesota clinic today.  They are going to be doing extensive testing (another endoscopic ultrasound with pancreatic function tests, blood glucose tests, digestion tests and another MRI), then I'm meeting with the social worker, the surgeon (Dr. Dunn - I've never seen her before) and Dr. Freeman (who saved my life).  Those appts are Jan 30 - Feb 1.  I sent a note today asking if we could just get all the insurance approvals done now and just have my pancreas yanked while I'm up there.  I don't think they'll go for it, but I have to ask! I think it's usually a couple months wait once you're approved.  The equipment they use to isolate the islet cells is in heavy use, so they can usually only do 1-2 of these surgeries a week, and it's a long waiting list.  I'm amazed that there are so many people who have the same condition I do, but it took 2.5 years to actually get a diagnosis.  And I know that there are people in much worse shape than I am, but I'm starting to reach the end of my rope now.  Please pray for a speedy process - whatever that may end up being!!!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Still waiting...

Well, I still haven't heard back from my dr on the stent removal. His admin filled out the order and brought it to him in the OR - I guess he's been swamped. I know other people are hurting too, but I wish he could fix people a little faster! I tried eating some noodles today and ended up puking the rest of the day. I just feel lousy. :-(

I found a dietician via the Pancreatitis Center website, but wont schedule an appt until my GI orders it. When I asked the GI, he said that I don't need a referral, grrr... Same with pain management. Nothing is easy in this town!

Monday, January 2, 2012

Santa Belly!




Back in 1991, ABC showed a "real exorcism" on tv.  The demon inside was named Minga.  I remember at the time running around the house shouting, "Minga don't want to leave! Minga no go!" I have now decided to nickname my pancreas Minga.  (On this show, Minga's a short African lady, but I'm sure she could morph into an Anglo pancreas if she wants to!)  Fast forward to about 7:00 in the clip - I can't figure out how to crop the video.  Note at about 7:38, the girl starts speaking in tongues...it sounds like she's yelling, "Santa Belly!"  This also fits well, as I can be perfectly described as Santa Belly.  2 months on a liquid diet and I still look like a bowl full of jelly... Now I just need an exorcism to get this awful beast out of me!

In related news...the beast is still thriving within.  We're hoping that it's the stent giving me issues and it just needs to come out.  That's what happened last time.  I was starting to feel a bit better this morning, so I tried a half bowl of soup and it did not go well.  So, as long as I can lay in bed, not move, and not eat, I'm doing just fine!  I left a message for Dr Cunningham that I had a big basket of Ghirardelli chocolate waiting for him, but I'm taking out one piece each day until he sees me.  I expect that I'll get my stent pulled first thing Tuesday morning!  :-)

The kids start back to school tomorrow morning - yay!  It's good for all of us to get into a routine, even if that routine is homework...